My journey into teaching
Read about oceantide's journey into teaching, including a description about their two week work placement.
Initial steps into teaching
I am a university student who is interested in a career as a primary school teacher. I want to do primary PGCE (Postgraduate Certificate in Education). However, I have heard that there is stiff competition for PGCE courses. In fact, I could not even consider applying for the course until I had a minimum of two weeks work experience in a state primary school. The task of finding a primary school placement can be very difficult. I was also deeply worried that maybe teaching wasn’t for me. What if I can’t stand kids, or I can’t teach very well? I heard that teaching can be very demanding and the workload is very heavy. All these concerns and obstacles to teaching was worrying and off-putting, I doubted my ability to succeed.
I first consulted my student development officer at my university for advice on teaching. I spoke to her about my fears and doubts about teaching. Fortunately, my student development officer used to be a head teacher of a state school. She knew exactly what I needed to do to give myself a strong application for PGCE. She gave me hope that I could succeed and become a good teacher. She said that it will be tough, but if I work hard, I can do it. She also decided to email primary schools in my local area on my behalf to try to get me work experience. This was very encouraging, I thought, all I had todo was wait for a reply.
Finding a placement
A week later, my student development officer told me that my old primary school would offer me a placement. She said I was very lucky because many people do not find placements at all. I was really happy. I managed to get a placement with surprising ease. But I knew that my challenge had only just begun. I had to draw as much experience from my two-week placement in order to have a strong application when I begin to apply for primary PGCE. I was still haunted by the idea that I would hate my experience, dislike the kids, stutter and be inept in communicating with children. I was scared, nervous and I just wanted to get the two weeks over with as soon as possible.
I also found out that the person who would be my supervisor during my two-week experience would be my FORMER PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER! Oh my gosh! Not only will I be worried about being a poor teacher but also my former schoolteacher will watch me. This made me even more scared because I really did not want to embarrass myself in front of her as well! No one could have prepared me for this.
I chose to observe a year 4 class for the most part my two-week experience. I really thought the kids would eat me alive and laugh at me. The first day got off to a nervous start. I sat down with a group of children at a table and spent my time helping them with their maths work. Maths was never my strong point, and I was hoping that I did not slip up and make an embarrassing mistake in front of the nine year olds with the maths questions. Fortunately, I did not mess up. Even more uplifting was that I was able to communicate with these children effectively. I was able to clarify the teacher’s instructions in a way that helped the kids to understand. I’m teaching! I thought to myself. I can do it. And most of all I enjoyed working with the children.
During the two weeks, I learnt more about children and developed my ability to teach. I cannot explain it but I felt that I grew into the role of a teacher. I became more confident around the children, as well as more relaxed and less stressed. I developed a good rapport with the kids and even more surprising and unexpected was that I was very popular with the children. In addition, my old primary school teacher was impressed with my ability. Yahoo!
I enjoyed my two-week experience so much that I decided to stay in the school for the rest of the term (an additional 4 weeks) with the intent of trying to get a variety of experience, such as taking charge of more class sessions and teaching the children new skills.
By the end of my work experience, I felt that I had learnt a lot about the world of primary school teaching. I have an immense level of respect for primary school teachers because they constantly face heavy workloads and everyday pressures of teaching children. And many of them do a very good job at helping young kids to flourish and learn.
I have a lot to improve on as a teacher but I am more confident and passionate about teaching. Moreover, I believe I can succeed. Teaching is hard work, the competition for places on PGCE courses is stiff. And I face many tough challenges in the future. Nevertheless, for me teaching children is fun and rewarding and it is worth the challenge. Bring it on!
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Updated on 29-Sep-2015
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